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My name is a pivotal existence wrapped in a flesh, that I call reality. In this journal, you will find just about everything. You see if something was to happen to me, well… Since humanity has run it’s course, and face it—shorthand has ran its course. So, here I am updating day by day about life’s circumstances.

I am now a young man trying to make something of this virtual insanity: this mouth of madness. Here I am, a solo performer, just make something of himself. I am a self-proclaimed metro sexual, living in New York's capital, and I am waiting for something more than me. Never fear, it’s just teen angst knocking at your door.

A sadomasochistic androgynus misanthrope.
sarastic, bittersweet, cynical, pocessed satirical,faithful, bleek... a sick fuck with a twisted, distorted and warped sense of humor and values, I'm like frank Booth from Blue Velvet and Roger 'Verbal' Kint meets Bugs Bunny and Tweety. I'm extremely animated.

I'm the poster boy of The MTV generation. Like?

My name is Marc; everyone thinks that I am a psychopath!
I am fun loving, passionate, open-minded, creative, stellar, a philosopher...
I am neither black nor white, I am Grey.
I am neither heaven nor hell, I am Limbo.
I am the polar opposite of sanity, and a mind lost in paradise.

Please beware; my journal entries are not for the faint of heart. I try to articulate what is on my mind regardless of who looks upon it. As you will see, it starts in the PG-13 stages to... well, you figure it out.

What Be Your Nerd Type?
Your Result: Literature Nerd

Does sitting by a nice cozy fire, with a cup of hot tea/chocolate, and a book you can read for hours even when your eyes grow red and dry and you look sort of scary sitting there with your insomniac appearance? Then you fit this category perfectly! You love the power of the written word and it's eloquence; and you may like to read/write poetry or novels. You contribute to the smart people of today's society, however you can probably be overly-critical of works.

It's okay. I understand.

Artistic Nerd
Drama Nerd
Social Nerd
Anime Nerd
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Science/Math Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type?
Quizzes for MySpace

You think you know but you have no idea, this is the Diary of a madman.

Fo a lack of a better word... I'm just a fuck-up trying to figure things out.

Name:Marcus Antwan Scott
Birthday:February 2nd 1987
Birthplace:Albany, New York
Current Location:Albany, New York
Eye Color:Autumn
Hair Color:Dark Brown
Right Handed or Left Handed:Kind of ambidexious
Your Heritage:Egyptain/Nubian/West Indian and Blackfoot Indian
The Shoes You Wore Today:Converse
Your Weakness:Love and romance
Your Fears:Heartbreak
Your Perfect Pizza:Extra cheese, excellent sauce, and "hot" chef
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:To do everything right
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up:"Why God?"
Your Best Physical Feature:My eyes
Your Bedtime:whenever I feel like it
Your Most Missed Memory:barnfires in my old garden
Pepsi or Coke:Pepsi-- Coke is not my fort
MacDonalds or Burger King:Nowadays, Chinese
Single or Group Dates:Still single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:Cappuccino, Frapucchino
Do you Smoke:yeah right, next question
Do you Swear:"Fuck Yeah!"
Do you Sing:all the time... I even write songs
Do you Shower Daily:You have to, duh!
Have you Been in Love:no
Do you want to go to College:going this year!
Do you want to get Married:in the future
Do you belive in yourself:well, maybe if you spell it right!
Do you get Motion Sickness:no
Do you think you are Attractive:sometimes, but rarely
Are you a Health Freak:kind of
Do you get along with your Parents:...next question...please?
Do you like Thunderstorms:kind of
Do you play an Instrument:keyboard, piano, flute, and microphone
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:no, my dad will kick my ass!
In the past month have you Smoked:no, my mom will kick my ass!
In the past month have you been on Drugs:no, my parents will kick my ass!
In the past month have you gone on a Date:yes, in fact
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:which one?
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:no... but everything else!
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:YES!
In the past month have you been on Stage:yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no, but I will for you
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:your virginity!
Ever been Drunk:tipsy, yes...
Ever been called a Tease:All of the time!
Ever been Beaten up:one... say it with me: "Elementary school"
Ever Shoplifted:three times
How do you want to Die:quick, without pain, loved, and in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:a journalist, model, grammy awarded singer, academy award actor but really... It won't happen, or will it?
What country would you most like to Visit:Prague( The Czech Republic), or Tokyo(Japan)
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:Honey(girl/boy)
Favourite Hair Color:auburn, henna(girl/boy)
Short or Long Hair:it doen't matter, it just has to be managed!(girl/boy)
Height:about my height, a bit shorter, a bit taller(girl/boy)
Weight:just enough so I can pick them up!(girl/boy)
Best Clothing Style:Original and Awesome(girl/boy)
Number of Drugs I have taken:none
Number of CDs I own:Dude... I'm not going to count
Number of Piercings:none
Number of Tattoos:none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:Why regret when you can bury the hackett?


Age: 18

Gender: Male

Sexual Preference: Metro sexual/ Bi-curious?/ Bisexual

Eye|Hair: Autumn, Mud / Black

Height|Weight: 5'11"/140lbs.

Dating Status: Single/No Title

Zodiac Sign|Chinese Zodiac Sign: Aquarius /Hare; White Rabbit

Birth stone: Amethyst

Favorite Super Hero's|Bad guy's: Spider-Man; The Bride (Black Mamba)/ Magneto; Bill(Snake Charmer)

Favorite Food(s): Italian / Chinese/ Moroccan

Favorite T.V. Shows: Family Guy / The Simpsons/ Futurama /Chobits / Drawn Together

Favorite Films: Kill Bill, The Godfather, The Crow, Thirteen, The Rules of Attraction, Sin City, Spirited Away, The Mudge Boy, The Goonies

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androgyny is love
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geeks are love
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writing is love
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no doubt is love
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the Idiot Savant

(30% dark, 65% spontaneous, 44% vulgar)

your humor style:

You like things silly, immediate, and, above all, outrageous. Ixne on the subtle word play, more testicles on fire, please. People like you are the most likely to RECEIVE internet forwards--and also the most likely to save them in a special folder entitled 'HOLY SHIT'.

Because it's so easily appreciated, and often a little physical, your sense of humor never ceases to amuse your friends. But most realize that there's a sly intelligence and a knowing wink to your tastes. Your sense of humor could be called 'anti-pretentious'--but ironically, that definitely indicates you're smarter than most.

PEOPLE LIKE YOU: Johnny Knoxville - Jimmy Kimmel

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

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You scored higher than 5% on dark

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You scored higher than 84% on spontaneous

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You scored higher than 63% on vulgar
Link: The 3 Variable Funny Test written by jason_bateman on Ok Cupid


Name / Username:

Name Acronym Generator
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What kind of Hot Boy Kiss are you??
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Rafael. You're most like the ArchAngel of Healing.
You want people to shape up, and you nag. But
you mean well, and you're well loved despite
it. Or because of it. You bring the donuts
even as you tell people to eat more veggies.

Which ArchAngel are you most like?
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My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?

You are John Bender, the rebel without a hall pass

. . . rude, crude, and lewd . . . but is

there more to your bad boy persona that you

don't let on? You should let you're inner

goody-two-shoes out for a roam every once in

a while, he's probably quite the charmer!

Do you belong in the Breakfast Club? (with pictures!)
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